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Tricia is sick. Hopefully, not H1N1.

She promise to go for an X-ray for her hand soon, like finally.




___,we were once so loving but now....heartbreaking.
You are so heartless. You gave me thousands of promises when we become friends. It is just all about you me and her. Can I hate you ? ....


What hurt me the most was someone who were once so dearly to me. Maybe it's karma to me.




Keypad spolit :(

I feel like ....................................

I am like a flightless bird, a wounded soldier or a soldier that lost in a war.



Maybe not that serious, but I am sick. Sick of all these big damn thing. Sick of what my dad has been complaining, sick of how my dad's girlfriend is trying to phsyco him into doing the things he might lose preciously.



Fcuking kind of weirdo family members I have.



God giving me this tough mission to complete. How long will this go? How long can I last? I am even more sick building up my blog into such meaning-less of Sorrows, Tears, Hardship, Anger..



Give me a break. A short one will do.


Meeting up with QIUYAN was great though short and simple. What happened between us are like thousand of unspoken words.



Right now, off to bed. Headache is striking in!


The one who say they loves me doesnt make me any happier.
爱我的人弄我很痛苦

P/S You guys have to finish listening to that song playing. Do not pause..

Tomorrow class will be so slack!


Class at 11. Break time at 12-1 . And then another lesson at 1-2 and we will be released!


Today we started our body massage practical. It was scary, because we are dealing with our partner body. We cant just anyhow do it as we might hurt them....

So it was like how newborn baby learn how to walk and 3 hours, we finished it.


I brought my lens!! Like so finally I need not squint my eyes anymore.

Today selling skills presentation, my group presented banana and I name the brand of the banana "Monkey's Island"



What a nice idea though.... Hahhahas

and my project management group finally agreed to my idea being called the "Innocent kittens"



LIKE HELLO; IT IS FUN WORKING WITH ME OKAY :P



Im begining to feel the stress in school.

I see projects almost everywhere. Projects management was boring, selling skills sounds dumb. Salon operation are troublesome. All of them includes project.


Simply sucks to the core.

It seems like it is turning us into a businesswoman soon. But anyway, I choosen this course and have come this far. If I dont do my projects now, how am I going to graduate well? :)


Body massage seems really tough or should I say it is really tough.

I am ready to welcome this coming war for my future. HAHAHAS. All the best to me, my studies!


Projects school work family.

I almost want to cry out loud and shout give up.

But my family need me, I need to work. I need school, I cannot give up that easily.


I believe what had happened all these while would make me a stronger person though I dislike being one.

Compare to those who rely on others, I still prefer being an independent.

I might want to give up now, but I will pick myself up again.



To those important friends of mine, I seriously need all of you now. Your shoulders, your ears, your advices and your concern. Please do not give up on me.

The sun always have to come out when the rain are gone...
Smile to Tricia :)


Im booked at the end of July for both Brenda and her cousin to Seesha maybe!! :D

BRENDA'S TAIWANESS COUSIN IS FLEWING BACK ON 23JULY!!!!!!!!!!

I MISS YOU AH-XIAN :)

I like what it is now.

My whole house only got me alone, the room is dark.


What matter most is rain just go away. The road was wet, the night was getting a little bit misty.
It gives me a feel of american. By listening to my blogsong, it makes me feel so comfort. :)


I just cried in the noon over some stuff, alone.

But the weather make me feel so perfect now. I hope it always stay like this. I swear I'll be a happy girl.

Work was crazy. Make quite a number of mistakes and was quite disappointed with it.


Work's getting more and more complicated. I HATEEEEEEE being a runner.

If you work in F&B, you would know what does a runner have to do and that totally sucks :( . I think I can be a really nice and good waitress at times. But when come to serving food and taking order the same time. I feel like shouting at the customer;


"You blind ah..... Cannot see what Im holding on is very heavy?!"


HAHA. Stupid whining.


School gonna start for me in 1 day time or maybe 2 days?
Somebody gonna have to remind me to bring thermometer to school. Have to adapt back to school with schoolworks/projects in additional Im not going to stop my work the same time going to be much crazier for me.


The only thing Im missing is dance.


But I think if I seriously dance now, some of my bones might crack because I already had hurt one of my shoulder bones :(



Anything else Tricia wants to add in ....?

Yes. She supose to work tomorrow. But she decided to take MC so she could rest peacefully before school start again :)


She wanna tuck in now. Having bodyache :(
Goodnight everyone.

So another day just passed.
Yesterday work was more like having fun. Half day and there wasnt any strict rules to follow.

Workmates ask me out to supper, I doesnt want to.
Workmates ask me out to singK, I doesnt want to.

I just dont have the mood to anywhere though. Now I know how it feel like when you doesnt feel like and doesnt want to go anywhere yet people keep forcing you to.


Did some quiz in facebook and one of them says;

"I'm tired of playing pretend. Pretending is for schoolchildren. Maybe i just wanna fall in love for real this time."

Your soo tired of all these assholes, it's time for something different. You hate throwing the word "love" around and you want it for real this time.



A friend of mine knows how to tell fortune. He took my birth date and says I have many friends, some friends were jealous of me.


He knows I have many ex-boyfriends and some ex-boyfriends will called me up soon again.

( True enough ), one of them MSN me.... I feel disturbed by his words. He ask why I never call him.


"I wanted to tell him, something that I took so long so long to let it go, how would I bring myself to sorrow again"


I didnt in the end.



He also said life will be really bad for me when I turn 20-24 ++ but he didnt tell me more of the bad things because he say Im a girl that is why he couldnt tell me much and that was the time I have to pray really hard.


Whatever it is, I try to believe. It is always better to be safer than sorry :P